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Chapter - Mental Health and Public Life

Chapter – Mental Health and Public Life I’m an introvert.  I’m physically sick before trying new things or hopping on a stage. I want to be in charge.  I want to get things done and most often think I can get it done if I move to a leadership position. These two traits don’t fit.  I’ve hidden this struggle.  Then I crashed.  Now I know how to manage it.  Maybe. The stress of trying something new has always haunted me.  My dad took eight year old Frankie with him to a company golf tournament and I was ill in the car going there.  My dad came to a ‘father/son’ dinner at Cubs and I spent most of the time in the washroom.  I went to 9 schools in 12 years yet shook in fright every first day of school.  At every new school I just wanted to run home, and one time in grade 4 I did only to have my mom walk me back again. Grownup Frank is the same.  I teach a small business course at UVic and for the very first class in 2000 I could barely get there on time.  Oh, I was at U